Sunday, August 5, 2007

DA ALTERCATION

DA ALTERCATION
The blood is frozen
It is so cold
I feel it slowing
I feel it crawling
I feel it halting
I feel my veins go hard
I feel the pain through my veins
I suck out the pleasure that the pain hides
The pleasure is underneath
The creepers of pain
I feed on it
I see the darkness swallow the motion
It is so still
It smells of death
But it doesn’t stink
For its something real
N not fake
The life i smell all around
Stinks of rotten flesh
Coz that is all concocted and runs from reality
But i have no control and see myself slip deeper into the dungeons
I want to pull myself
But i can’t
I am falling
The cold is so crude, harsh
It beets my blood out
Which is frozen by now
I feel my veins burst
I feel my flesh burn under the cold
I feel my skin cracking
I smell the pain so hard
I can smell nothing but pain
The pain shoots my numbness
So there is no escape
I must bear it
So i suck out a sharp pleasure out of my pain
And the pain bleeds
And i set myself free
See the pain bleed to death
Oh yes i smell death
My pain writhers and twitches
I see it creep and i see it cry
I see all that
And i breathe a dark pleasure out of that
That is how i live
And i let my blood CRAWL ...slowly it crawls back to life.